I’m a firm believer in there being no substitute for first-hand experiences.

Sofie and I were visiting friends in Oban, on the west coast of Scotland, and the weather had been fairly atrocious over the weekend. Our intention had been to get a quality mountain day or two in, but the 40-60mph summit winds, accompanied by heavy snow and thus poor visibility had meant we opted for shorter outings on/ near the coast instead. Now the urge to get into the hills was near bursting point.

More poor weather forecast

Luckily for us we still had one more day to play with before needing to return to Edinburgh. Unfortunately the weather gods didn’t weren’t on our side (or at least didn’t appear to be based on the forecast).

Source: https://www.metoffice.gov.uk/weather/specialist-forecasts/mountain

Source: https://www.metoffice.gov.uk/weather/specialist-forecasts/mountain

So it didn’t look great. But I could see some cause for hope - the % chance of precipitation wasn’t 100% after all, and the worded information spoke of “snow showers”, “merging AT TIMES”, and “variable cloud bases”. There was still a chance that we could get lucky and have a nice window.

Battling against instinct 

So with the above rosy outlook in place, we got up early and headed to Ballachulish for the start of our route, Schoolhouse Ridge. For the entirety of the drive we got hammered by heavy rain and sleet; we chatted and tried to take our minds off it, but the reality was that we were both doubting whether it would be a good idea to head out. Luckily conditions improved as we approached Ballachulish, with the Pap of Glencoe lifting his white head above the clouds for a period, and the rain lightening.

We set off from the car, packed and ready for a full day out. Whilst our actions may have signalled our intent at a full mountain day, our brains were screaming at us to turn around and retreat to the safe comfortable environment of the car.

As we walked in and gained elevation, the rain turned to sleet and then snow. The snow got heavier. The wind picked up. As we got onto the start of the ridge, the wind must have been a consistent 20mph, gusting 30 or so, transporting hoards of snowflakes down our jackets with every gust. It was a type of precipitation we become well acquainted with in Scotland, horizontal and fierce, altogether rather unpleasant.

We kept going for an hour, the whole time fighting the inner demons telling us to turn back. It’s amazing how the mind can conjure up any number of reasons for not doing something, justifying the decision to retreat to the point whereby it almost seems idiotic to continue.

Giving in?

After a good hour of battling the inner demon, we reached a point where enough was enough. With our view up the ridge now obscured by the heavy snow, the wind speed increasing as we climbed, and no sign of brighter conditions on the horizon, we decided to retreat.

But at least we gave it a shot. It might have cleared up. It could have been better than the forecast predicted. Maybe we could have found a lucky break in the weather for an hour or two, giving us enough time to tackle the ridge enjoyably.

Unfortunately that didn’t happen, but maybe next time it will. I’ll always be happier to know for sure, first hand, what it’s actually like (at the same time willing to be flexible and change plan according to conditions on the day) than sitting inside feeling dejected and stifled by the forecasts.

Sofie and I enjoying the elements at the beginning of Schoolhouse Ridge, Ballachulish

I bought my first set of crampons and an ice axe back in December, with the intention of getting out as much as possible in Scotland this winter. More specifically I had the following objectives:

Over the Christmas break it dawned on me that there were only 12 winter weekends from when we returned to Scotland after climbing in Costa Blanca and the end of March; after that it would be quite unlikely to have enough snow and ice to be considered ‘winter conditions’.

I feel like I’ve learned a lot in this period, my thoughts on which are detailed below. Please note that the following is by no means a complete list of what constitutes an optimal ‘winter mindset’; they are merely my own reflections on what I’ve learned this winter.

Take what you can

Of the winter weekends so far, we’ve had a complete mixed bag of conditions and weather. That’s to be expected of course; we are talking about Scotland, not the Alps after all. One weekend we had deep snow up to our thighs; the next we were rock climbing by the sea in t-shirts. The overarching principle for this winter has been to get out, throw myself in the mix, and make good decisions based on the conditions presented with. It would be all too easy to look at the forecast and make the call to stay in the city and not get out, but I feel like I’ve learned an awful lot by simply spending time in the mountains. Getting in mileage, even if the conditions haven’t been conducive to climbing, has been invaluable. Two weekends ago we were at Glen Clova and looked at a grade IV winter route. It had absolutely no snow or ice on it, but was super slippery. We had a crack at it nonetheless, found out that it was totally awful (basically rock climbing on slimy wet moss), but now I know what a grade IV route looks like (admittedly in slimy mossy, totally non-winter conditions)! Fingers crossed next time I’ll be back when it’s in condition and I’ll be able to climb it properly.

Sofie on the mossy, unfrozen approach to a grade IV winter route in Corrie Fee, Glen Clova

‘Have a look’

Sofie gave me a cracking book for Christmas called “Scotland’s Winter Mountains with one axe” by Garry Smith. In the opening gambit, Smith notes that the mindset of ‘having a look’ is essential to get stuff done in the scottish winter. What does he mean by that? My interpretation is that you never know what conditions are like on the ground unless you actually go there and take a look for yourself. You can read all you like online, and look at recent photos people have posted on Facebook groups, but unless you put yourself there, standing in front of a route, you won’t actually know what it’s like. Snow conditions can change overnight, or in a morning, so even the most recent of posts by people can be out of date. Just because you get to the start of a route, it doesn’t necessitate actually climbing it, but if you don’t get out and take a peek for yourself, you could be passing up a golden opportunity for a nice route. A day out Sofie and I had on Hayfork Gully, An Teallach springs to mind: conditions didn’t look all that great from afar, and the weather forecast was for high winds and snow flurries; nevertheless, we had an early start, ended up walking in in balmy sunshine and nothing more than a gentle breeze, had beautiful firm snow to climb on up the gully, and clear skies throughout the day. Better yet, we had the mountain almost entirely to ourselves!

The view of An Teallach after topping out from Hayfork Gully in early February. We passed one other person all day.

An early start always pays off

This was one of the first things I learned when training for my Mountain Leader. It’s true in summer too of course, but even more pertinent in winter. Around December 21st Scotland barely gets more than 6 hours of daylight, so getting up and out there as early possible really does pay. Doing the walk-in to the route in the dark, or at least the first hour or so, seems to be smart. Time saved in the morning gives leeway at the other end, and means that if things do go wrong, you have more time at the other end. If you get back early, there’s always time to get your feet up by the fire, kick back with a brew and have a good read. 🙂

Become a student of the weather and the snow

So I’ve always been a weather geek, but the rigour with which I now check MWIS and SAIS has now reached new heights (Sofie can vouch for this). Simply put, I check the MWIS forecast every day in the week preceding getting out, watch the long-term planning outlook (MWIS releases an excellent 6-minute video every Tuesday and Friday), and read the SAIS avalanche forecast in full (not just the pretty coloured wheel). Doing this has meant that I’ve felt confident when going out, that I know what to expect, and enabled me to factor the information into my decision making. The occasions where I’ve not made as much time to study the reports beforehand have led to a feeling of unease and not being fully prepared, not things you want to be playing on your mind on a day out.

Get used to your gear, and be be efficient with it

Gear is always important, in summer and winter alike. But you need more of it in winter, and there’s less leeway for ‘faff time’. After all, it’s often cold, windy and wet (with snow or rain) in winter, so you really don’t want to be toying around sorting your gear on the way to or on a route. I’ve enjoyed experimenting with different combinations of layers this winter; it’s difficult getting the balance right between being warm enough, but not too warm so that you start sweating and then cool down later on. This is something that I definitely haven’t mastered just yet. Again, just spending time out in winter conditions and experimenting with your gear seems to be the best way to get slicker with it. 

A ‘nav day’ is a good bad weather option

No matter how much you may will the conditions to be good, and the weather to be conducive to doing a nice route, the weather gods and snow fairies may well not be on your side. So, what to do on that day where it’s snowing heavily, with no vis and nothing but slushy deep snow underfoot? It seems to me like the conditions that would make doing a route a bad choice are the exact conditions that are ideal for testing out your navigation skills. I recently had a brilliant day out in pretty poor conditions doing some nav practice up a hill that wasn’t of any particular importance. It’s surprising how much fun it can be breaking a journey down into legs, each taking it in turns to lead a leg to an interesting contour point or feature, and then chatting about the strategy.

Navving about up a hill out the back of the Kingshouse Hotel, Glencoe

There are still 5 winter weekends left. Whilst it seems like this coming weekend won’t deliver any sort of conditions conducive to winter climbing, there seems to be good cause for optimism. Here’s the latest from MWIS:

“Much colder air will result in snow on the Munros, or increasingly lower elevations into early next week as showery conditions become established. A chilly and unsettled pattern is likely to prevail through early March, with bouts of gales. There will be freeze-thaw cycles, but higher terrain more often sub-zero, and fresh accumulations of snow.”

New Year has always been a time to reflect for me, to think about what went well in the year just gone and to be thankful to those around us that supported, cared for and loved us. I think it’s also important to challenge ourselves to improve in the year to come; against this backdrop I, like many others, like to make resolutions. This year I thought I’d use the first post on my new site to declare these openly to the world (and yes, you can hold me to account on these if I fail miserably!)

Smarter Resolutions

If I were to look back on New Year’s Resolutions that I’ve made in the past, I have no doubt that the vast majority would have been a colossal waste of time; I would have either not succeeded in realising them, or worse, not even known whether I had achieved them or not. The teacher in me is screaming the reason why: they weren’t ‘SMART’, or better, ‘SMARTER’. The SMART framework has been around for years; you may well have used it at work. So why don’t we use it when making resolutions? Do we perhaps take comfort in knowing that our resolutions are destined to fail, so we in fact don’t have to strive to make them happen? I think that’s a sure fire way of letting ourselves off the hook, and leads to resolutions not being achieved. So here goes with my SMARTER adventure resolutions for 2019:

1.Maintain my dietary preference to eat vegan food from ethical suppliers, as sustainably packaged as possible during time spent in the mountains.

Wild strawberry on the trail near Chamonix. Unfortunately I find myself having to buy food in supermarkets sometimes too!

I’ve yo-yoed on this one, from being holier-than-thou vegan to dairy-heavy vegetarian. Recently I’ve got my day-to-day diet back to being mostly vegan, well sourced from ethical suppliers (to the best of my knowledge!), minimising packaging, but there’s been a gaping loophole: nourishment when in the mountains. Given that I spend an ever increasing proportion of my time in the mountains, it’s a gap I can no longer fail to take account of. More fundamentally, what’s the point in having values if they only apply some of the time?

The trickiest part of ensuring this a SMARTER resolution is making it specific and measurablehow do I define ethical vegan food and how will I know whether I have achieved it? I’ll be as strict as possible with my definition of ethical vegan food and drink to be completely free of animal products, from suppliers that I know have healthy supply chains, packaged as minimally and sustainably as possible. I’ll measure it during (with reflection that will hopefully shape whether or not to make the purchase) and immediately after every time I purchase food or drink, by looking into, and being honest with myself, about where the food/drink I’ve bought comes from.

2.Complete the Bob Graham Round in under 24 hours in spring.

The Bob Graham Round

It’s been on my radar for a while now, but has seemed out of reach; I hadn’t even walked most of the Round, let alone run it. But now, having walked it, spent much more time in the Lake District, and broadened my trail and long-distance running experience, I think it’s realistic. That’s not to say it’ll be easy; far from it, it will no doubt be quite an epic, and will require serious training and preparation! It is 42 peaks and over 60 miles of running after all. I’ll be posting about the Round in more detail in the coming weeks, which I’ll then add to the Adventures section of this site.

Agreeing support from other runners will be crucial in ensuring this resolution becomes a reality. To successfully complete a Round without company during the recces, advice from others, and support runners on the day, is unfathomable (and just plain lonely!) It’s also an awful lot nicer to share the journey with others, learn from them along the way, and push oneself to dig deeper.

3.Get out in the Scottish Highlands to make the most of winter conditions at every possible opportunity.

Coire an T-Sneachda: I have a feeling I might be here a fair bit this year!

It’s a big factor as to why I now find myself living in Scotland, so it’s crucial that I utilise the time I have here wisely and enjoy the scottish winter as much as possible. I count only 12 weekends between now and the end of March (I’m away this week, so I’ve excluded that one), when winter conditions usually come to an end. I plan on getting out, in the Cairngorms, Ben Nevis region, Glencoe or further afield, every one of these, throwing in the odd couple of Mondays and Tuesdays when I’m not working too.

To be more specific, I’d like to complete a number of grade II and III winter routes, and feel confident at these grades, by the end of the winter season.

4. Run at least once per week with a club to nudge my marathon PB closer to 2:30.

Running, reduced to the stats game of Strava

Last year I planned for 2019 to be the year that I run a 2:30 something marathon; now I realise that it simply isn’t realistic. To be able to run at such a pace for 26.2 miles requires more serious commitment that I am able to give, given other resolutions and time constraints. That said, I do think it’s doable to train with a club once per week and then commit to pushing myself in the runs I do by myself. Doing so will mean that I should be able to chip away at my current 2:52 marathon PB time (maybe get it down to 2:40 something.)

What’s the point in chasing PBs on road? It’s a question that I increasingly find myself asking. I much prefer trail running and long distances, but I feel that I’ve got unfinished business with the marathon distance on road. After all, it was when I was in full training for the London marathon almost 4 years ago that I had a climbing accident and broke my pelvis. I’d also like to get a solid road marathon PB ‘in the bag’, so that I’m able to hang up my road running, PB chasing shoes for a while and focus on enjoying the trails. Sounds silly? It almost undeniably is, but I’m hooked.

5. Lead climb competently enough to undertake Rock Climbing Instructor training.

Sofie teaching me the basics at Raven Crag in the Lake District

Climbing occupies an ever increasing part of my life, and the trend looks set to continue. It’s one of the ways Sofie and I most love spending time with each other, and brings with it a variety of challenges, both mental and physical. A key factor that has made me want to take it further is its potential to be used as a tool for personal development. Through outdoor instruction at summer camps and voluntary work in Edinburgh I have seen how powerful it can be in building confidence, teamwork and developing communication skills. Being able to take this further and potentially use it in work is incredibly exciting, and involves getting qualified. The first stage in this is to log 15 lead trad climbs, then sign up for and complete the 3 day training course, hopefully before the summer.

6. Run at least one ultra trail race in the Alps.

Collecting my 2nd place trophy at the Short Circuit in November 2018, racking up 2 UTMB points in the process!

November and December of 2018 saw me travelling hundreds of miles to run in races that I otherwise wouldn’t have had any intention of completing, all in the name of accumulating UTMB points. I went to Otley to run the 33-mile Short Circuit, which gave me 2 points. I then travelled for 12 hours by coach, train and car to run the Endurancelife Dorset Coast 46-mile Ultra, giving me a further 4 points. That makes 6 points in total, granting me the privilege to enter the ballot for the OCC race in the UTMB race series. Sounds ridiculous? You bet, but that’s what it takes to enter the biggest trail race series in the world. And even now I only have a 1 in 4 chance of getting a place!

So what’s the fallback in case the OCC race doesn’t materialise? Well, it’s not as if there aren’t other races in the Alps that are just as spectacular. Two spring to mind that I’d love to do: the Lavaredo Ultra and the UTMR. I’ll wait until January 10th (when the UTMB race ballot results are out) before considering these further though.

7. Climb a 4000m peak in the Alps.

The view from the Sphinx at Jungfraujoch. Might the next time I’m here be when returning from my first 4000m peak?

Realistic? Well that depends on the realisation of resolution #3. Given that I’ll be working in the Alps all summer, looking at the high peaks day after day, there can be no doubt that I’ll be itching to be up there myself. Time will also be a factor with this, as I will have limited breaks in between guiding work, and lots of other pulls on my free time. The lure of the high Alpine peaks is too great to be neglected though!